Monday--last day in Albania :(
i can't believe it's been almost three weeks since we left home. it feels both like only an instant and about three lifetimes.
after breakfast, Doni and Asimi took us to visit an ancient ampitheatre in the central part of the town of Durres. this stadium is built like the Coliseum in Rome and was second in size only to that historic mammoth. it is believed that both the Apostle Paul and NT character Titus visited and preached here, and Titus was quite possible martyred here with many other believers in those days. we walked around the half-exhumed ruins of this 15,000 seat forum in the warm sun for about an hour. centuries ago, a little church met in the halls here after its original use faded. there is a remnant of a mosaic of a few saints that is partially visible in the depths of the structure. it was mystifying to think that the Apostle Paul walked and talked on the very ground where we stood. see Romans 15 where Paul mentions bringing the gospel to "Illyricum," or the Dalmation Coast, depending on your translation. this is the coastal and northern area of Albania and i believe what is now the area of MonteCristo, the small nation-state on the northern border.
after some gyros for lunch, we shopped for souvenirs in the town center and took in the sights and sounds of this dusty and developing city. many unfinished concrete structures sit all around the city, waiting for their day to become the next big hotel or resort. the folks seem happy enough, just moving through their day, doing the same things we do, the same thing humans have been doing for centuries. what does it all mean? (you can feel the throes of my existential crisis moving in on me now, can't ya?!).
back at our hotel by about 4PM, we napped and rested. some swam or waded in the sea, Andrea and i relaxed on beach chairs under an umbrella on the sand. it was very refreshing. i had the thought that normally i return from mission trips just absolutely exhausted physically and mentally and emotionally, collapsing as i step off the plane in CA. but this was a good day of rest for me. the ocean breeze in the air was helpful, and to see all the students enjoying each others' company after our work in Erseka was rather satisfying.
we enjoyed traditional Albanian fare for dinner. Albanians nearly live on this salad that is made of sliced tomatoes, cucumbers, onions, and feta cheese, swimming in oil and vinegar and sprinkled over with salt and pepper. fresh bread is an ingredient in every meal, with butter or jam or other sweet spread. then a bowl with a cut of pork, seated in a thick yogurt-like sauce similar to the "a la king" part of chicken a la king, but a little more tangy.
after dinner we met in Andrea, Monique, and Meghann's room for about a two-hour debrief. i had spent some time earlier in the afternoon praying about and meditating on what to bring to this important time. i had a list of questions for the students to write in their journals and spend time on in reflection. i personally am an avid journal-er and praise this as a cardinal discipline in the spiritual life. the reason i had the students write things down in their journals was to encourage them not only to answer in ways that seemed immediate and obvious to them at the moment, but to come back to them in future days and months and years to see work accomplished and ground covered in their lives. i have a hard time believing that an unreflective life is worth it's salt. so often it's looking back over significant events of the recent past when we most clearly "hear" the voice of the Lord in our lives, and even catch a glimpse of the work He is always up to both in us and around us. i was so happily surprised with the feedback of the students to some of my questions that i nearly sobbed. they seemed to have learned so much. not only that, but to see and feel how comfortable they were sitting the same room together, sharing their thoughts and cares and worries and joys with one another really showed me that community, even family growth had taken place. this sort of thing reminds me why i am in ministry. it was a sweet moment in time.
after a few praise songs and a prayer, we finished. it was 11PM and we were looking down the barrel of a 2:30 wake up call for our bus ride to the airport. but alas...the room was filled with the dashuri...it was saturating the air and oozing under the door out into the hallway and downstairs...


